Today

was hard.  After a week and a half of being back to work (with Thanksgiving break thrown in there), today was my hardest day yet.  I cried on the way to work, I cried at work (while being milked like a cow in a small office-I hate pumping!), and I cried when the babysitter sent me a text saying Brody was sound asleep and snoring...snoring! She said it was so precious and I just started crying, wishing I could hear him snore and knowing it's because his nose is stuffed up from a teeny cold he has.  I cried while looking at Facebook statuses of SAHM's talking about chores they were doing, places they were going or posting  pictures of the cute things their kids were doing.  sigh   I am just waiting for the day Brian comes home and says, "Babe--put in your 2 weeks notice because Brody needs his mommy more than your job needs you!" I am so mad at myself for not saving up for this day!!!!!!!!  I had a huge opportunity to get ahead and I blew it.  blah-long, personal story.  anyways---I'll keep waiting [not so] patiently.